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"How'd you like sitting by Grammie in church?" I say.
Sunday lunch stair-stepped across the table, Joe's button-down shirt checkered orange and azure, rumpled jeans, he licks jelly off his thumb.
"I liked it," he says.
"Hmm," I say. "There's one thing you have to do if you sit by Grammie."
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"What?"
"Try to sing the words on the songs." He blinks, something like instinct holding his gaze. "Some of the words you don't know, but when you figure them out, sing."
"Ooookay," he says. "What I think is boring is just standing there during worship." He flattens the corners of his mouth, nonchalance, a sideways glance, feigns expertise.
"Well, that means you're not worshipping," I say.
"Oh." A knit brown, he squints, wills logic to materialize.
Jane frowns. Her apron, a splay of flouncing flowers and 1950, a kitchen aid mixer whirling atop the counter, she screws up the corner of her mouth.
"Do you think it's boring going on a date with Mom?" she says. She peers around the whirl of bagel dough.
"No."
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"Worship is like going on a date with God," she shrugs. Her braid, thick as a sunflower trunk, drapes over her shoulder.
"Yeah," I blurt. Sense permeates. Logic burgeons.
"Oh," Joe says. Another lick, he pops the whole thumb in his mouth, that last smudge of raspberry jelly punctuating a feather inkling that he should sing in church.
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Gratitude:
6594. "I can't believe you were trying to read a book while playing your scales," I laugh at Jane. "Well, I had actually read almost an entire Nancy Drew book before you noticed," she says.
6595. "Thanks so much for telling Joe how worship is like a date with God," I say. "Truth be told, I was just trying so hard not to be annoyed that he was saying the most important time of the whole week was boring," Jane says.
6596. Life settles into a lull finally, now mid February. Snow drifts more than knee deep, temperatures gridlocked beneath freezing, the sky riotous blue, we drink it in.
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Intimacy with God. Dates. Singing--the way I see it, singing to God is as close as I will ever come to an act of kindness to God. How DO you give back to God? Worship. It is so interesting that I was thinking of how to entice participation when he was by me in church...
ReplyDeleteI've been away from blogging now for a few years. And in the few years before that I was overwhelmed with caring for my parents so I didn't write much. They are on with the Lord now. And then grief kept me from writing. It seems now it would have helped. Anyway, all that to say I've been visiting some of my favorites recently as I create a new website and try to rekindle the writing spark. I was so delighted to find that you were still her counting your blessings and recording the fun and wonderful and wise of your children. It makes me wish I would have kept writing, kept recording in the midst of it all, but woulda, coulda, shouldsas don't help! Glad to visit today. And I hope to browse your pages and catch up. I don't even recognize your kids. The oldest, wow! It was a gift to my soul to visit here today. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteI can't even believe these babies are so grown up!! I haven't looked at blogs for a few years, but I'm so glad I popped by to see if you're still writing. Beautiful story. (Heather from www.heathershomewardjourney.blogspot.com )
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